So, just to let everyone know, Dad and I talk once a week. It is helping to ground me more into reality, since the relationship between my Father and I had was the “thing” that my ex attacked the most. I should schedule Aunt Patty in for once a month phone call. I watched this …
Bubsy and Koa are doing amazing. They play for hours. Pass out. Wake us up at 5 AM. (But they are sleeping from 10 PM to 5 AM.) They keep trying to interact with our older cat Brook. But Brook is so feral-ish still! We found out she was really overweight, so we changed her …
So, best birthday ever! (except for family birthdays when I was younger) I got 5 birthday cards. David bought me a PINK yoga mat, so I do not have to use the bathroom rugs anymore. He also bought me a lovely, back support office chair! (Sweet!!) I was sitting on umm, we through out that …
(1) Dreams: I am dreaming nightly. It is wonderful. Sometimes I am able to manipulate everything around me. My dreams feel much freer. I do not feel trapped and alone anymore. (2) Health: (a) My password was reset. My questions reset. My login was different. When I finally managed to log in to KP.org, all …
This was my back afterwards. The two swollen parts are the control (everyone hives to them). I had a few blood tests, but I doubt I am allergic to anything there. I will hear back on those in two weeks. Of course my doctor was like, “Do not go home and eat the foods that …
I was approved for a major medication change. (Like drop everything I am on but Trazadone. Add the old medications I was on when I first fled Jack to Visalia. I gained 7 pounds after 3 days of not eating? David thinks it is water weight as I was drinking a ton of fluids. And …
She is someone I am learning to talk with. Kinda odd for me because she is like, “you have to focus on the good.” And I am like, “I am too smart to be naive.” (And I am in a city with 800k people. Stats go up for crime, etc.) But we are talking about …
Do not ask me how I am feeling. I had to stop all my allergy medication because I have an allergy test next week. It is the one where they poke your back with tons of fun things. But I will finally be able to test for acid intolerance (major), sulfate allergy, sulfate allergy, wool. …
Worked. Like wonderfully worked. I fall asleep in about twenty minutes instead of the two-and-a-half hours that it took me to fall asleep on two trazadone. I have slept over 8 hours (10 hrs total but wake ups and restlessness) the past four nights. I feel wonderful. Panic attacks still. Fighting doctor who doesn’t want …
So, I started having problems on June 1, 2023. It is now August 28, 2023. All of the local Kaiser Admin work from home because Covid is so deadly here? (I am super confused by that because they all have their own individual offices when I saw their area before today.) Latest fun: My online …