I completely dislike my job. Lead directors has two faces — the one they show to the public and one that says schedules are the most important. … (thinking) I have bronchitis and pneumonia. (Three antibiotics and one inhaler.) Our eldest cat Brook is deathy sick. Our bedroom floor is covered in pee pads. We …
I had been fighting what I thought was the flu at my job for the last two weeks. I had actually missed 6 days in a row. Anyway, I was back at work. Had been for three days. And I was outside walking around and interacting with the children, when I started dripping sweat from …
So I took a job at a preschool. Thought, they are so tiny. And low and behold: right as I join, a young man named does. He is slapping, kicking and tackling kids. … Two years old and huge! (Almost three feet tall) My first week of work was very stressful. I was supposed to …
I have had a terrible last two weeks. …. So many nightmares. Night terrors. Waking up crying out people’s names. Sobbing in my sleep (David said I was saying “Merry’s” name during those.) Fighting the exhaustion of working out. Incredibly hot weather (85 F with 80% humidity). Bleh. Applying for jobs. Getting rejected for grocery …
Life changes: EXERCISING: David is finally healthy enough to work out. I need him because I still get panicked in a gym — the loud noises, the coughing, the grunts, the mild yelling. We go back to our regular routine tomorrow. (Tues. Thurs. Sat.) VITAMINS: We are both taking a multivitamin right now. David is …
So my nose is 100% percent better. And sleeping is allowing me to dream walk again. Oh, so much fun! But my dreams lately are blurry. Or of living in our house in Yuba City and Jack living in the same house or trying to terrorize me. (Trauma maybe? I haven’t seen or heard from …
It feels wonderful — Full breaths in through my nose and out. Monday, the doctor pulled out a four-inch-long scab from inside my right nostril. The thing looked like an evil “Alien” movie baby. So good. This last Sunday, David and I went to our new church’s 4th of July party. I played volleyball. We …
…. Still running a fever. My ears are plugging a lot. (God, I hope now with blood.) My stomach is very upset from swallowing stuff. I was in so much pain on Friday night that I blew my nose (probably shouldn’t have, but my ears stopped ringing, and I stopped feeling like I had vertigo). …
Yes. I got quiet. Very quiet. David got “laid off” with a severance package from OceanIt. We have … maybe enough money. So, hey mi FAMILIA … We might need help. For real. Please do not let us go homeless again. David has two great options for future employments. One will move us to Seattle. …
(ears, nose and throat) First I had to get a sinus scan (no dyes), then I had to get a hearing test and finally meet with the ENT doctor to go over the results. So, I have no sinus issues. Yeahooo! (But why do I sleep with my mouth open and wake up exhausted most …
