I completely dislike my job. Lead directors has two faces — the one they show to the public and one that says schedules are the most important.
… (thinking) I have bronchitis and pneumonia. (Three antibiotics and one inhaler.) Our eldest cat Brook is deathy sick. Our bedroom floor is covered in pee pads. We do not have enough money to take her to the vet for evaluation. I started force-feeding her with beef baby food and water. Then I moved to water and a Tomlyn high-calorie and vitamin supplement and, finally, I am giving Brook her food softened by water. I have a bad bite on my left hand, pointer finger. It hurts a lot to type.
Next: I am trying to figure out how to change this blog into two different sections. (My posts and “Aloha Autism.”) Hawaii feels about 30 years behind on how it treats a person(s) on the spectrum.
My husband is applying to 30 plus jobs a day. Still nothing.
We cannot pay our rent this month.
Life sucks. It hurts a lot to. So many are spending on Christmas. We are spending our very limited funds on David’s two kids Christmas packages. (And our Christmas stockings.)
… We still are going to the same church. It supports gay marriage, people that have had a sex change. We both love it. So many judge, but we enjoy the Pastor who preaches very sound Biblical wisely and yet exhorts us to love with every fiber of our being. (P.s. He was on a cruise that capsized in the wind lately.) …. I do not think we would be at the church if it wasn’t for him. I am not a fan of liturgical churches and this is a Community Crossroads church.