I wanted OFF trazadone. I am now off it. Plus my anti-depressant got bumped up to what it was 5 years ago? Four? ???
Yesterday was my first day without that drug in my system at night. I slept 3 hours and woke up in a manic-like state. I was sweating, feeling nauseous and wanting to deep clean our entire apartment. I could tell my “busy bee” vibe was bugging David.
But then I took my anti-depressant last night and my whole body slowed down. Whole body. Like speech. I barely slept last night. (Upset stomach.) Hopefully only one more day of this.
I also got umm …. like only a few pills of Xanax. Yes, I understand the risks. David was badly addicted to this in his 20s. He said it would NOT be an issue now.