I am exhausted. Four days in a row. I have a ton of pain where I remember smashing my ribs at Sacramento State vs. a port-a-pottie. The port-a-pottie won by the way. I can hold air. They just hurt. 3 of them. Anyway, David told me today that I am very bitty. Very. (A sign that I am not sleeping. Looked at myself in the mirror and saw the big “black bags” under my eyes ….) I explained how I use fan noise to sleep or white noise. And that at ten AM in the morning, I felt like I needed to sleep more. He went and got me an Alexa from a box and showed me how to set up it up to play “white noise.” I passed out until about 12:30 PM, but I woke up with my brain actually working. Our fans make inconsistent sounds. I am sure my Dad knows what it is to sleep with white noise. I am hoping I sleep better tonight.
In other news: I need to get a job. Best news: The big Kaiser hospital in Honolulu is two blocks away. (I can walk there!) I just need it to help get my U-haul crate. (My mother’s stuff). And as nest egg until I start school. Please pray for me to have wisdom in this area. I do not even need a full time. Any money I make can go straight to “me” things like pretty clothing, U-haul payment, paying down my credit card a bit.
I love you all.